I am half-deaf
of my own din;
half-dead of drowning
the
remnant of
my love
wrist deep
in your eye socket.
"This is the way the world ends / Not with a bang but a whimper." --T.S. Eliot, "The Hollow Men."
I am half-deaf
of my own din;
half-dead of drowning
the
remnant of
my love
wrist deep
in your eye socket.
your streetlamp reveals
nextdoor
the orange bloodswollen
dancers
with grunting
ears,
the moon’s wrinkled breast
sagging into
my wet
cheek; and
by the sidewalk
those tongue-tinctured
blooms
like
red
fingertips.
under a chain of jagged stars
with gray bent filaments
I have washed myself with Shaol's sweat,
listening to
a starve-ribbed god throwing out red limbs
and humming low
a sappy tune.
I will cleave until the white ugly heart of your skull is barren and yet I shall love you to the uttermost days of my life.